today i came home from the hospital. it was a hard day for me because i had to leave my son Trevor at the hospital. He was born June 30 at 25 weeks and he has got a long road ahead before he gets out of the hospital. I felt terrible having to leave him. I had to be hospitalized two weeks prior to his birth, so this is the first day in 16 days that i had to return to life outside the hospital walls. I can't stop wondering how he's doing at least when i was in the hosptial i could spend hours on end with him and i knew that i was right there if something were to happen. I live about 45 min. away from the hospital that he's staying at. I worry that something will happen and i won't get there in time. Wedensday i plan to spend the day there, i actually plan to spend as much time as possibe there until he gets out. i didn't think that i could every love something as much as i love him. he is my everything and i miss him and i love him and i pray that we can get through this and be together someday in the near future.
Name::jennifer From::escondido, california, United States
first time mom to a beautiful baby boy. his name is Trevor Michael he is the love of my life!
