today i walk into find them putting Trevor back on cpap. i tell myslf i'm not going to get upset and cry. so i'm sitting there and i here the nurse say" that mom is upset because her babys not doing well." so of course i start to cry. seeing that i'm crying, she walks over to me and says" get your self together these things happen." then she asks" are you crying because you can't hold him?" i told her that i would be back in a little bit. then i went into the hall and cried, she really got to me. in the hallway i ran into one of my nicu friends, she said "don't let her get to you go back in there."" then she offered to say something to the nurse, i said no. i don't like to make waves. we went back in turns out that nurse had been rude to her and she had requested to not have that nurse again. the nurse in question saw us talking. after my nicu friend left the nurse got really nice with me, maybe she thought she was going to be reported again. after that she let me hold him and change his diaper, and she kept telling me that the baby was so cute. hopefully friday will be better. didn't i say thar last thursday? i don't like thursdays.
***helen*** who do you think took the pictures Helen? :) next time it my turn to give him the bath, i can't wait because he loved it. also just so you know if you visit, they moved him he's now right by the door that you enter.
Name::jennifer From::escondido, california, United States
first time mom to a beautiful baby boy. his name is Trevor Michael he is the love of my life!
