today i got to hold my son for two hours in a row. it felt great! he makes me feel so happy and proud. he is breathing on his own, and has been for two days. the nurses say that for a baby his size its a good thing. they also say that he will possible have to go back on the ventilator, and i shouldnt worry. easy for them to say. all i do is worry, thats what mothers do right? i also got peed on today my fault i guess i need more practice with changing diapers. :) he may be small but he's a boy! i was at the hospital for about 9 hours today. i still feel terrible leaving him alone, i can't wait tell he comes home. i never thought that i could love something as much as i love my little munchkin.
Name::jennifer From::escondido, california, United States
first time mom to a beautiful baby boy. his name is Trevor Michael he is the love of my life!
